Don't Judge Me...

As I sit here listening to Flaws and All by Beyonce, I contemplate on the idea of being accepted as is. Is it possible, in the society that we live in, to have those close to you accept you with your flaws and all? Is that a concept that can be transcribe into reality? One of my biggest resentment in life is being judged. I hate it...I hate the concept and ideology that people are able to tell me what they THINK I should be and rate my competency. What is judging? Judging is just the mere act of imposing ones belief of the ways should be onto another. I don't compete for I believe that there should be no winner. With judging comes failure and while I hate being judged, I fear failing. I am no carbon copy of perfection and I accept that. All I ask in return, is to be accepted flaws and all.

Begining in the Middle...

While this is not my first blog, I feel like it is the begining...As a beginner to this blogging community but a regular to blogging, I must admit that it feel like I am starting in the middle. Kind of like Britney's old song, "No longer a child, but not yet a woman". I am a little scatter with ideas and the freshness of knowing what to write and when to write has remained in my diary and on my myspace. As I sit struggling to think of a topic that will get my mind flowwing, I know that it is only time till my hand, mind and eyes become so comfortable with this site that I feel like I am home. Until then, I shall constantly log on and write all that is on my mind, so that I can move through the flesh and onto the seeds...